Well, I did it, I turned in our apartment keys today. The cutest apartment in the world is no longer mine. We are staying with inlaws until things sort out. But... I am happy to say, through all that has happened in the last few months I have grown closer to my husband than ever before.
4 in a half years ago I would have told you that I was being punished, and as such I had to wait to have kids. Today, I know why we have not YET been blessed with a child. I know that if a baby came right away I would consume my life with loving that child and not my husband. Its so true about me. Curtis and I have had the best (and worse) experiances these last 4 years and each day I grow to love him more and more.
The love I have with my husband and the deep unconditional friendship we have for eachother will be the greatest gift I give to my chilren... parents that deeply love and respect each other.
So yes, we moved out, we are back to square one, but we are happier and more mature in our love than ever before. Thats all that matters.
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